On Tuesday I mentioned that "I should really be smoking pot more often" after I enjoyed some at a dinner party on Monday evening.
And then yesterday after a week of rain checks and conflicting schedules I was planning on meeting up with this girl that I occasionally talk to/sleep with. As I was parking in front of her apartment I noticed her roll up right behind me. I waited on the sidewalk and as she got out of her car I smelled it, the pungent aroma of marijuana. I looked at her face and she was stoned out of her mind, eyes slits and her mouth was upturned in a goofy grin. For whatever reason I got pissed and I felt like she was disrespecting me by getting high right before the only time we could spend together this week. I told her this and then I left.
The irony of all this was not lost on me.
Driving away I realized how much of an idiot I am. I should've gone inside with her, had sex, and then left.
Instead I was too stubborn and insecure to just let it be.
She handed me this before I left. It's a small picture she drew of me.
And this is Jack's never-ending string of irrational stupidity.